Right now I am happy on any forum that offers encouragement in my heavy smoking and understands the pleasure in being so addicted. There are plenty of people who don't get it and fail to see why a smart girl like me wants to smoke so much.
Not sure I feel quite that way just now but it may develop that way as my heavy smoking and its effects does turn me on a bit. At the moment I agree with your view that my developing side effects are symbols of my dedication.
Yes a few weeks of this chainsmoking is developing the cough and I feel it in the chest. Doesn't bother me though as I well know it comes with such excessive smoking. Loving the constant feeding of my strong addition despite all the comments I get now. People simply do not understand my need to smoke so much.
Thanks it is becoming a pretty natural thing for me to do lighting up constantly all day. A bit of a cough now but not letting that stop me. As you said I am getting a lot of comments above my heavy and constant smoking. I will think about RYO.
Keeping it up today and going out in a while to get a carton! Thanks for all the encouragement and it looks like there will soon be another chainsmoker on the go!