Hey Bryan337 saw your message. It’s not that I don’t want to smoke more - I just don’t know where it will end. When I was smoking a pack a day, 2 packs seemed like it would be a lot. Now that I’m almost at 2 packs, going to 3 seems like it would be a lot. I think the reasons I smoke are a lot like my mom’s - it’s not just nicotine addiction. She’s had times in her life when she’s been at 3 packs a day, but I think most of the time she is somewhere around 50 cigarettes a day. It seems to be that in a perfect world that’s where I’ll probably end up to. Of course, it’s not a perfect world, and next year I go away to school and won’t be able to smoke in the dorm and even some outdoor areas are smoke free, so 50 a day probably isn’t in the cards for me.
Its not a matter of how much you smoke, just that you love to smoke! And I know exactly what you mean, I can just chain many in a row and they are so satisfying. But for me its just never enough and I can't stop thinking about how good it will feel to smoke another cigarette. To me everything about smoking is just incredibly pleasurable. Hard for me to believe sometimes, but I have been smoking for over 50 years and it hasn't gotten old for me yet! If anything I think I enjoy smoking even more now than I did when I was younger.
Thank you. I'm not on your level yet, but I do love to smoke. I will chain 3-5 at times, and really devour them. They're satisfying and yet I can't get enough, but the whole process is a delight. Somehow the Marlboro's are just incredible to me, and even after 12-13 years it hasn't gotten old.
